Monday, January 5, 2009


I'm sitting here and suddenly I am extremely sad. I have so much to be thankful for, yet I am overwhelmed with feelings of sadness. I see others so happy and going through many hardships. Yet, I, living fairly smoothly with my share of bumps in the road, am so sad. I don't understand. I don't know how others smile and seem to interact with the world that is so cruel to them. At this moment, I just want to lay down and sleep until I wake up. I feel I am in a constant state of exhaustion without knowing how to change it.

Any suggestions, I'm open, please share

Looking for Inspiration

Good Morning People,

I got up early this morning, in effort to get prepared for the house full of chilren that will soon start to trickle in.

This is my first time blogging, so it is quite new to me. My daughter suggested I do this in order to share some of my thoughts and, hopefully, get some feedback. I tend to be very isolated in my lifestyle. Such a lifestyle can have both is benefits and its down side. I am a "thinker" so I spend a great deal of my time "thinking" about how things come to be. On the other hand, there are some moments where I can become quite lonely and will look for things or activities to entertain myself.

I am always looking for new inspirations to add to my life. This morning, I went to one of the other bloggers and read her post. She is absolutely awesome! Her photos make me want to take a deep breathe of relaxation! LOL! Too often we forget about the simple beauties of life. I really appreciate her talent through photography.

Perhaps, I should slow waaaay down and develop my hobbies again :).